I can’t cope

[AuntGlow]

I know!! Same wavelength. hahah @Captain24 

[Captain24]

Did you get it @AuntGlow ? 

[Captain24]

Hey @tyme 

How are you?

I was wondering with all these ‘exciting’ changes is there going to be an option to do trigger boxes from phones? I only use my phone. The only time I turn my laptop on is for Telehealth appointments. 

[Captain24]

Well I just read something I shouldn’t have. I now have cold shivers and feel deep and dark. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 , I've been getting to your posts so I'm glad you posted. I have raised the spoiler tag on the phone already. I'll chase it up again. I'm sorry to hear that you read something triggering tonight.

I'm here sitting with you.

[AuntGlow]

Ooh, get what? Please forgive me if I have missed something! 🙈 @Captain24 

[Captain24]

Thanks for raising it @tyme 

Did you read I have possible SAD and I posted to @AuntGlow about my failing dropping anchor exercise. 

Yeah my blood feels cold. My heart is racing and my breathing is laboured. I may not sleep well tonight. I’m really hoping the aboriginal in me doesn’t come through. 

[Captain24]

I posted a message to you when you sent the check in one @AuntGlow 

[tyme]

No I didn't read that @Captain24 . Really? SAD? I know things are still not 'steady' with your meds and all, and I thought that was what was contributing to mood.

Where to from here? Did your drs say much?

So much going on hun... it feels exhausting!

[Captain24]

My psych suggested it but thinks it’s really possible. @tyme. I think I need to make an appointment with my Pdoc. I see my gp on the 23rd but I need it to be a medical appointment. Im hoping he will organise another appointment for me. 

My meds are really f@ucking with me head. Apparently you can be mentally addicted to them. I’m guessing I am as I admitted the other day that im addicted. So I’m not only suffering with standees withdrawals, I’m struggling with all the extra ones I use to take. 

I’m so drained…