I can’t cope

[tyme]

LOL. As if you need cat drama at your house! @Captain24  I'm laughing as I imagine you banging away trying to get the cat out lol. I'm sure you had to try and keep Pix calm too! Too funny.

As for the hospital, so it's a day surgery, and you won't need to stay in, right? I'm glad your mum is taking you in. You sure you don't want her to stay with you too? Or can she take the dogs at least?

If I don't see you before Tues, just know I'm thinking about you.

And with jigsaws, I can't say I like them. I used to despise them, just like cats, but I'm getting more okay with them. I'm not starting any though. I've still got 12 lego animals on my desk to do. I just don't want to start them or I'll get nothing done!

[Captain24]

I must say, since it’s done the dogs are quiet! Jett hadn’t settled as he keeps going to the lounge and sniffing but he isn’t barking! @tyme 

Yeah. It’s only day surgery. I would never cope if I had to stay in, I’m not coping now! I don’t want anyone here. Mum said maybe if it’s if i bleed to much or something. I told her just to keep her mobile close and I’d call. If it’s to do with safety after the anaesthetic then they will be asleep anyway. Mum will ring me first thing in the morning to check on me. The dogs will be fine. I like them being my company. 

Thanks for thinking of me. I wish you were around after I get home from work tomorrow night 😢 

My psych (before she was my psych) tried to get me to do one on my first day at hospital last time but I just can’t do them. She still remembers! 

What Lego animals do you have? I like those ones, I’ve done heaps of them. 

[Jynx]

omigosh THAT DARN CAT!! @Captain24 haha you poor thing, it is so valid to not like cats - I don't take offence to that don't worry! Yeah you definitely have enough on your plate, and if you're as sensitive to sound as I am, I can imagine the dogs' barking was really overwhelming! 

Nothing much exciting on for me today, I've just been watching Drag Race and getting yelled at by Trixie and Razz who decided that I was personally responsible for the rain ruining their outside playtime 🤣

I am sending you supportive, healing vibes for your upcoming surgery hun, and will catch up on how it all went next weekend 💜 Hugs! 

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[Captain24]

Yes it hard to give myself some slack. I don’t know how to @AuntGlow 

The cat thing as so overwhelming trying to get it out of the house the noise the dogs were making it was just too much. They finally stopped and didn’t start again so that was good. 

I can teach you if I tell you the steps and you watch a YouTube video at the same time! 

I need the beach for the next few days. I have my surgery tomorrow and I’m so scared at least I’m in my way to work so I don’t have to think about it. 

Are you around tonight? I won’t be home until 8 but I think I’m going to need some help to get through the night. 

[AuntGlow]

Hello lovely, yes - I am here! How are you today? @Captain24 

I know things must feel really overwhelming right now, but we're in this together. 🫶

[Captain24]

Hey @AuntGlow 

I was distracted for a lot of the day but as it got closer to knock off my anxiety increased. A lot. 

I got a missed call and the voice mail said my time has changed to 8:30 which means we now leave at 6:30. It’s sooner than I expected. But I guess it’ll be over quicker!