I can’t cope

[Captain24]

I was that cold that the hot water actually hurt. I did warm me up a bit though. Warmer than before I got in @tyme 

2 more days then one night as I’m calling in sick for the last night. So today was the first day of the block. I have a long way to go. It’s so hard knowing how much more I have to do.

We do have sunny days after the freezing starts. The days look nice but aren’t overly warm. I had the heater on in the truck. 

Short sleeves sounds good. 

Yeah. I tried. At least I can say that I gave it a go. 

[tyme]

Before I log off, do you see yourself continuing working at the mines? @Captain24  Or is it too much?

[Captain24]

Yeah.. I’ll stick it out. @tyme. Once I get myself sorted it’ll be fine. I couldn’t work a job that didn’t give me so much time off. While my days off I spend in bed at the moment, only having a weekend would be too much for me. At least I get all my hours done in a few days. But whatever job I do won’t fix this. It’s about having to go out into the world that I want to keep myself locked away from.