My Mosaic

[Bow]

Well we went away for a few days @tyme  that was alright. She went to my friends house for a few hours today cause my friend has had her granddaughter for the week. The rest of the time has mostly been crap. My moods been pretty low, zero motivation so we don’t really do anything. Then I feel terrible guilt.

[Bow]

Does she really though @AuntGlow  it really doesn’t feel like..,, and the amount of people and times that things have gone wrong and all a mess. 

I think so. I think being grounded helps. But having time to think, ponder and then mostly be able to write. But that’s not always appropriate. I can’t sit and think for 5 or whatever minutes and then write everything down. 

maybe, it feels pretty impossible for me at the moment. The ED monster is always pretty loud and relentless. 

[AuntGlow]

She does, without a doubt. @Bow 

It may not always be appropriate, but there might be some occasions where you can be honest with people and say, 'hey - this is what I need, can we take a moment so I can share what I am feeling more comfortably?'

I hear you... slowly, okay? Even chatting about all of this tonight is a step in the direction of healing. We are really proud of your progress. 

I will be back tomorrow, and we can chat more then. 💛

[Bow]

Anyone around?

[Bow]

Doesn’t matter anymore

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Bow sorry we didn't see this post earlier, are you doing okay?

[Bow]

Nah not really @Ru-bee  but it’s ok

whats done is done 

I’ll be ok

[Ru-bee]

What's been done @Bow? Is there anything we can do to support you right now?

[Bow]

Someone to sit and talk for a bit please?

@Ru-bee ?

[Ru-bee]

I can sit with you @Bow I finish in a little bit but will be here until then.

What do you want to talk about? Sounds like you might've had a tough day?