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[Fluttershy1]

Hey @Snowie @PinkFlamingo @PizzaMondo @creative_writer @Shaz51 @Jynx @tyme @Anastasia - was in ED on Sunday for heavy time of the month, I kept it very low key but I was 11 weeks pregnant and I miscarried, im so torn and disappointed, it’s set my ptsd off and I don’t know how to feel about it. It has broken me to bits. I don’t know what to do or feel. 

am safe 😭

[creative_writer]

@Fluttershy1 I’m so sorry, hun. Sitting with you 💖🫂

[Shaz51]

Ooh I am sorry @Fluttershy1 , sending you lots of tender hugs my friend 🧡 

Sitting with you 💕 

[Jynx]

Oh my stars @Fluttershy1 that is so heavy 😞 I am so sorry hun, that would indeed be very triggering. I think it makes sense that you don't know how to feel - it's such a huge thing, I can only imagine there's like, 5 different emotions all spinning you about at the moment. 

Please be gentle with yourself, and get lots of rest. Here for you darlin 🫂

[Fluttershy1]

Thanks @creative_writer - it’s hard. 

[Fluttershy1]

It breaks me @Shaz51 - things are hard 

[tyme]

I'm so sorry to hear @Fluttershy1 ...

I hear how hard it is for you at the moment.

[creative_writer]

@Fluttershy1 💖🫂

[Fluttershy1]

@Jynx - it’s broken me to bits, I don’t know how to feel. I was planning to keep it aswell. It’s extremely triggering, I thought it was healthy and yeah. There was no issues. I’m broken. I feel like a failure… 

am safe

[Fluttershy1]

It’s really hard @tyme - I have got so many emotions going on at once.