@Former-Member @Calmblueocean @Former-Member thanks everyone, I just got out of the hospital today and frankly i dont feel any better all i feel is that it is better to just shut up and that there is no point even trying. they asked before they discharged me why i was being so quiet, i didnt answer but what is the point of talking when no one will listen anyway. i tried telling them but they just keep ignoring everything no one can help anyway i tried so hard but they just said we cant help come back if you become unsafe again, i told them i felt the same as before i was taken to the hospital in the first place. no one ever listens and i know i am good at hiding things but i cant i just i am so tired and so fed up everywhere i turn no one will listen i cant see my psychiatrist for another 3 weeks and i am supposed to be meeting a new psychologist soon but what is the point i am so exhausted.
It seems like you were feeling incredibly unheard, ignored and dismissed. That is awful - I'm so sorry to hear that! 
